Today I didn’t change out of my pajamas. I think this is probably common for stay at home moms. On the one hand, it feels great not to have to get yourself ready, but on the other it’s very depressing. When I put myself together, I generally feel good about myself and lately having to look at my hot mess self isn’t helping my self esteem. I’m in dire need of a manicure and haircut. I still can’t fit into lots of my pre pregnancy clothing and I’m not sure I ever will. I dwell on these things instead of just getting my shit together. To get myself out of this funk, I’ve decided to set a better schedule for myself. My daily routine revolves around my child but I need to be able to squeeze in that self care.