Another year has flown by and I’m still an awful blogger. Every year when it’s time to make new year resolutions, I contemplate this blog. I’m not consistent and I never invest the time. The truth is I compare myself with others and it discourages me from continuing on. I actually was not going to renew this blog but it turns out the auto pay was set up and it renewed for this year lol. So I guess you’ll be hearing from me just a little while longer?! Seriously though, I thought to myself, this blog gets no love because I constantly think I’m not good enough, interesting enough.. I’ve become so incredibly picky with everything I share. There are so many bloggers and I think about how it’s so saturated, that what could possibly set me apart from the rest?! All I ever do is compare and it’s becoming so damaging.
It’s hard to find real content nowadays. Social media has turned everything into filters and appearances. When I scroll my feed, all I see is fake and more fake. It’s hard not to get sucked into it all. So this year I think I’m going to focus on loving myself more and comparing myself to others less. Hopefully I’ll be able to share this years journey with you more and be less afraid of vulnerability and judgement.